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One thing I have desired of THE LORD, that I will seek after;

that I may dwell in the house of THE LORD all the days of my life,

to behold the beauty of THE LORD, and to enquire in his temple.

Psalms 27:4

10:10 PM
haha.. i think i put on weight liao..2molo i am going jooging to burn off all the fatty stuff.. sometimes i think i talk too much mayb i shld keep alittle more quiet... haha.....okok..

2dae went to read ppl'z blog n i read some of my sq mate'z blogz..n they talk abt we leaving the unit.. i will ready miss npcc... i can't believe that i cried zo badly that day mayb it iz becoz.. i had become more closer with my sq den b4 having noe them has been a blessing... though i may not be the best sq mate to them but.. i really enjoyed my life in npcc... in these 3 yrz.. + i will really miss npcc.. when last time i was in np i was like complaining like mad.. but now.. it iz gone.. i miss it.. [con u r mad u noe!!] anywae thinking of npcc makes me think of the Magggggie mEEE thingy.. hahah it was rather funny.. dragging my words.. hahaha okok that was one funny incident

[[* to my dearest sq i noe many thingz has happen... n there r somethingz that haf noet been resolved ... i really hope that these probz.. will be resolved soon... i am sorry if i had done anything that... u feel i haf hurt u in anyway i am sorry after taking the sec4 sq.. i have come to realized that importance of team work n unity i really miss the time our sq spent tgt... playing n even quarreling i will miss u guyz lotz.. really hope that we can haf a sq gathering soon...seriously speaking... i had actually lost interest in np.. in sec 3 after my cpl probation... n many thingz happen... that juz put my mood down to go 4 np...but something drew me back to np.. i dunno what was it mayb it was the unity that i wanted in the sq... mayb it was the bond that i wan the feeling of having the whole sq to come together like we used to in sec 1-2...i noe we may have diff...grpz within the sq..n it iz really sad that our sq has become.. like pieces.. of glasses bitz that can nv be place back together ... i wanted the sq to be together ... like we used to...not like..[ okok i am crying like mad now...] back to it.. not like... what it iz now..though i now we haf all step down i believe that mayb one day we can get back tgt n play tgt.... mayb it iz because we nv had those times.. or mayb we had when we were playing or planning... programmes i dunno..many thingyz... happen since sec1 till sec4 in our npcc.. years as a sq... big fightz/ small fights i cherish them all now in my heart.. i noe that some of u out there may not forgive me in any way but i wan to tel u that i still always cherish our friendship in this sq... i remember that i once used to feel left out in the sq... n felt overpowered by many... n had competition in many ways.. but i noe that these r juz part of growing.. thankz... sec4 sq for these 4 yrz... i really cherish them.. i dunno y i suddenly felt like saying all thes thingz... but to tell u the truth that these are all the thingyz.. that iz from the bottom of my heart. ]]


4:17 PM
haha.. i am back n alive.. n i lost weight..i loost 4kg haha.. happy like anything now.. but hm.. i am feeling more tired out easily.. n yupz.. ndp at sch 2day went well.. i almost fainted but i noe God was the wan that kept me going on... n 2dae iz my last day..at npcc.. * to all my feelow np ppl.. i will miss u guyz!!! i love u guyz.. 2dae at the emmaunel hall me n mei shi totally high... hahaha...we were singing like mad .. in high pitch n low pitch.. den where iz the punk-tardz... man i was separated frm them..*sigh but i still had fun.. hahaha...n haha.

thank you God 4 seeing me through the ndp...thankz man...!

n i muz really thank you...(*****) 4 helping me lose weight....hahaha...

many thingyz happen... n now i am doing my lit project..haha..n mosquitoes r biting me like mad..well..o'levelz r coming... n i haf not study.. die.. hahaha..