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One thing I have desired of THE LORD, that I will seek after;

that I may dwell in the house of THE LORD all the days of my life,

to behold the beauty of THE LORD, and to enquire in his temple.

Psalms 27:4

1:56 AM
gone. sorry.


11:58 PM
i dunno if whether u guyz will ever read this but this iz how i feel and this iz my decision...

i am sorry to say that i am secretly leaving your lives. i admit it iz my fault, i am the one that dun wan to spent time with u guyz. but i feel that it iz better u guyz go out without me. coz i juz dun feel comfortable with the thingz we do when we out. like watchining those movies and like doing other stuff. ah ya u guyz noe what i dun like: those stuff.i am not trying to judge whateveru are doing it iz juz that i dun feel comfortable. and i will go "fish -stickz" all over.

i am telling u guyz through here abt this coz i dun wan to becoz of me we have problem becoz this prob iz able me. i think it iz better if u guys dun go out wif me coz when i go out with u all, i will be like a burden and i wan to buy my stuff den u guyz cannot do what ever u like but have to follow me. i am sorry for being zo self-centered i think it iz better this way.

actaully i knew that i will be leaving u guyz when we left sch. coz i noe that it was going sch that bond us. but now, i dunno. i feel different. i dunno how u guyz feel. but i hope that we go back to like the days we had in school. i really miss though dayz. oh man i am crying agin...*sobz. i really can't control my tears. i really miss u guys. but i think that this iz the better solution for all of us.i feel it is better.

i rmb that during the study break time we had a prob. and it coz our grp iz feel weird. i dun wish to happen again i dun wish that u guys feel bad and cum n tok to me. juz promise me to continue with ur life.

*u guys have really been the best clique i ever hadi mean u guyz were really there for me! thank you. sorry!



*rmb me, the peach-loving one haha i noe u guyz used to call me that coz i am like always saying " no!" to many thingz u guyz do. mayb after i leave u can do whatever u like. rmb. to pray kk.. oh man crying again...*sobz..[[tearz dropz]]. rmb to pray n seek the Lord! He is always there.
u can still tok to me i am always here...

*i will always be ur friend.

i really own u guyz alot. what ever u guys have given me iz priceless. iz all the gd memories and everything. i love u guyz. u guyz haf been there 4 me. i am sorry if i haf not been there. and now. i am sorry i am leaving. hope that u understand. and i noe we can nv go back to the dayz where we had lessons in sch and haf all the fun laughing and being high all over sch. thankz for the time and memories u guyz have given me.




11:30 PM
sat went for yp. at bible study, we learned about God'z creation, God'z original plan for man, man'z fall and the world today. what really touch me and convicted me was that God created us and we are only created being! and it was God that gave us life. i use to think i live in world n when i die that iz it. everything gone. but no there iz life after death. and if u accpet Jesus into ur life today n confess ur sin will can have eternal life. yeah! i am going heaven are you?!

i dunno juzt yesterday i was like zo troubled. but now i am rejoyed! i think i am siao [[like what corinne always call me "siao chao bo" !! haha

thankz to all the people that talk to me [[*melissa]] [[*darius]] [[*jonathan]] [[*corinne]] [[*jillian]] [[*sarah]] [[*gen]] thankz guyz!!

thankz for encouraging me and make me realized that my life doesn't not only go around me it, it all about GOD!!

thankz for realizing that i have u guyz there for me.

i am convicted that i am only a created being, and i can make mistakes but the LOrd GOD almighty nv make any mistakes.God iz still the highest the holinest and the best. GOD thank you! for letting me live. though i still have doubts LOrd i believe u can help me clear it! thank you.! can't thank u enough!

love you!!LOrd

love everyone out there!



3:19 PM
haha i am back from.. slacking.. haha was too lazy to blog.. but now all ready to blog.. hahaha hahaha well actually i can't blog for a while coz my keyboard spoil now ok liao... hahaha... wow this yr 2005 come very fast... n i guess... God has been great in 2004 i has been a bad yr for me.. i noe i haf a christian fro only 2 yrs but 2004 was my worst yr... i slack too much.. n nv study for my o'levels... n do thingz that iz not pleasing to God .. Lord i am sorry!! sorry!

this yr i will start all over again.. do my best for the Lord...

* i will never like anyone again!!! well... who will like a kopitiam aunty..?!?!

nvm..

why am i troubled coz of this any way i am too young hahahaha...

zo.. now iz the start of a new yr n... many thingz... happen.. mama iz in hospital ... i miss her.. being all healthy n happy i mean she iz happy now.. but i some times..cry myself to slp... when i think of her... being able to cook for me n being there to tok to me.... n hold my hand.. i miss.. her... now i am crying again..*sobz... sheesh i am zo...emotional.. arh!!

Lord i noe that u are watching her thankz..

from this yr on i will not be open n loud any more...!!!

i miss my art...

Lord thanks for getting me back on track n plz give me strength

Lord help those people in need Lord...those affected byb the HUGE GIANT WAVES>>>>what are those call again.. ah ya nvm..

zo yupz... gtg to do my mom'z work..
bye..