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One thing I have desired of THE LORD, that I will seek after;

that I may dwell in the house of THE LORD all the days of my life,

to behold the beauty of THE LORD, and to enquire in his temple.

Psalms 27:4

11:41 PM
went to see THE MAID!!

was forced to lor!!

went to watch with
han*dad
cherie*mom
terence*pal
xuecong
renjie

haha! con thru da whole movie was listening to ipod.
da onlyghost part i saw was like da first part
where da maid da leg kana pulled
n towards da end da chaota face one. haha
after da pull da leg part hor
i watch only half da screen. thru ma fingers

it was like con only watch their legs.

haha!! ok la i think nt that scary coz i only see da legs!! haha

da storyline on da whole ok la!!

whaah!!

*diz will be the first n last time i watching horror movie in da cinema!!!

haha xue cong was scared too lor he keep covering his ears
den con cover eyes haha!!

he dam funny la!! he actually really bought popcorn!!
hey thanks man!! next tym i treat!!

:]

renjie he stupong one leh b4 movie scare me put his hand infront of ma face b4 da movie.
i think ppl think i siao b4 movie start screaming liao!!haha!!

11:41 PM
went to see THE MAID!!

was forced to lor!!

went to watch with
han*dad
cherie*mom
terence*pal
xuecong
renjie

haha! con thru da whole movie was listening to ipod.
da onlyghost part i saw was like da first part
where da maid da leg kana pulled
n towards da end da chaota face one. haha
after da pull da leg part hor
i watch only half da screen. thru ma fingers

it was like con only watch their legs.

haha!! ok la i think nt that scary coz i only see da legs!! haha

da storyline on da whole ok la!!

whaah!!

*diz will be the first n last time i watching horror movie in da cinema!!!

haha xue cong was scared too lor he keep covering his ears
den con cover eyes haha!!

he dam funny la!! he actually really bought popcorn!!
hey thanks man!! next tym i treat!!

:]

renjie he stupong one leh b4 movie scare me put his hand infront of ma face b4 da movie.
i think ppl think i siao b4 movie start screaming liao!!haha!!

12:51 AM
it has been long since i blog

was too lazy too la . . . haha

happie tots:

*ma grandma kiss me!!! hehe!! - n i taught her one leh cannot believe she also learned it!! i miss her man!! going to meet her on sun!! woohoo!!~

*have a new clique.

in pid

[[*CCG]] - Cherie Constance Grace

den we also combined forces wif joseph n joshua

den we become [[*DMP]] - aka " da mad ppl "

hahahah!!

ok it is kinda lame!!

they say wanted something like captain planet!! haha

we r working on a new name!! haha

hehe

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*haf a new pal - terence!! hehe.
to ter : con is all ears for u!!!
so whenever u nid a listening ear . . .
con iz here
-glad to have a best pal like u!!

:]


*con has found a new hobby n that is wood sculptoring!! haha though i very blur abt doing many stuffz i really do enjoy doing all thsoe stuffz man like sanding!!

toking abt sanding con sand until ma finger got one big humongous [[ dunno how to spell la]] blister but anywae it iz dam big la!! hahaah

thanks to all those that haf guide me in ma wood!! thank you - bows!!


tothem
*please just put away all the differences.


tohim
* i feel like you r no longer in ma life anymore.
when can i talk to u again like we used to?!
i think the answer is a

NO.

[[* Thank you Lord for everything!! ]] - Lord help me chiong this period n stop slacking liao!! gif me da determination!!

10:53 AM
yeah!!

God answered ma prayer!!

ma grandma talked to me!!

i asked her ma dangling earring nice anot?! den she say not nice haha!!
den i say let her wear
she luff!!
oh man i was zo happy can!! den she mumbur all of stuffz
i cannot really hear but mostly can!! yay!!
haha den i tell her i was in poly
she ask me where iz ma poly lor!!
haha den i ask her wanna change channel
she still can say channel 8 lor!!

i was so happy can!!

i told ma uncle she talked to me he say she always haf been talkative.

i was zo happy that i immediately sms lego n telll him lor!! haha
i think he think i mad!! hahaah

*hey lego watch charlie and chocolate factory on wed kk!!!

i guess iz coz that few tymz they ask her whether she rmb me she say no
so i just keep avoiding her coz
i keep running away not wanting to face da fact that she can't rmb me

but now i zo happy i can tok to her.
mayb i shld go n visit her more often!!

yay!! i am exciting!!

i am off to schoool!! i am going jogging today!! haha!! yeah!!

start of a new day!!

[[* con stop drowning urself in sumthing that is not real.]]
- God is the Lord of reality.-

10:32 PM
have been thinking about him lately
many things i see these days remind me of him

toHIM
u always think
i am inmature
i am always joking and never serious
i cannot lose weight

well now i want to prove to u that
i can do it!

i may not be able to become mature in such a short time.

but i believe that i can lose weight!!

and i must!!!!

want to show i can do it without u

i used to think i could trust u with things
but think about it
i can ' t . . .

:/

12:51 PM
being a
inmature
airhead
KPO
loud-speaking
no self control
lazy
rebellious
baba
GIRL

that is just me, CON.

so what you going to do about it?!

u think u know it all

but actually you don ' t

can u be more senitive of people ' s feelings?

11:29 AM
how will you feel if one day the one you love forgot u . . .

it was a sunday when u fell.

1days before it happened
i had just returned from church youth camp.
u called me to ask how was i and such.
but i did not really wanna tok to u
coz i was telling ma friend abt da exciting thigns that happen in camp.

but little did i noe it was the last time i was going to talk to u.

sorry. . .

i guess it is not used saying sorry now.

i went out after church den when i read home.
titus said u fell.

when i first heard it i did not really take it seriously
i tot it was a fall and u will be ok after that but . . .

no.

at nite daddy went to the hospital.
aunty lucy n uncle bert came to look after us.
daddy called back to give us updates of ur conditions.
i rmb that daddy called back
saying that u started doing weird actions like scratching ur leg.

den later in the nite the called to say u
had to go for a operation for ur head.

i cried thinking that i may lose u . . .

i blamed GOD
asking him why did he let that happen to u.

sorry LORD for blaming u.
i guess God has his reasons for letting this happen.

as days go by u stayed in icu for abt 2 mthz.

i was the last one to visit u in icu.
i cried like mad when i saw u laying there in the bed with tubes cuming out of u everywhere.

soon u got better and was transfered to a normal ward den later to ang mo kio hospital.

the new maid came to look after u.
so u went home.

i am sorry that i was too distracted in ma own social life that i did not really visit u
mayb that iz why u cannot rmb me.
i tired toking to u.
i guess that was just not enuff.

i really thank God that at least before i went for youth camp.
for 3 weekz u looked after titus christle and me coz mummy was not in singapore.
i rmb for that 3 wkz u cooked all our fav dishes.
sometimes i think back n regret why i did not treasure the time
i had to share with u the gospel.

i rmb u asking me to help u pluck the beansprouts.

i miss u. i really do.

oh man i am like crying like mad now. :(

i really want to go back to last time.
when u used to
cook for me.
tok to me.
pamper me.
kiss me.
hug me.
scold me.

now u dun even rmb me.

james says that even if u dun remember me it is ok
cos after all u r still ma grandma.

but i dun think it iz that simple.

coz it iz not ok.

coz i want u back.

u physically u may still be here but i feel as if i haf lost u already.

i rmb u telling me to go into learning some business studies and dun draw zo much.
saying that art may nt haf future.

i really miss u.

i pray to GOD.
asking him to help u rmb me.
please rmb me. . .

i love u . . .

10:24 PM
went to mel'z hze!!

it has been long since da 3 of us hang out in mel hze
eating rubbish n also toking crap!!

hahaha

we took alot of picz and also made a video!! hahaha

dam hilarious can!!

if anyone interested to see just ask me!! hahaha


da three of us - close up!


lying down


off!!

our bimbotic jap pose 1- 5 . . .


pose number 1


pose number 2


pose number 3


pose number 4


and lastly pose number 5


melody taking pic of con using toke hp


after a long day of crapping!!
zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

9:18 AM
have not been blogging.

haha!!!

latest update . . .

con went jogging tyd. but only 3 rds only. but still i at least manage to jog la!!

lately haf been slacking and also doing work in workshop. pid unite in da workshop!! hahaha!

den on sunday

went to deborah house. her class was experiementing for da ccn day!! da food rox!! ahaha

lego meet me at ang mo kio den we went tgt on da bus we took alot of picz! haha

here are the zi lian picz!!


-peace man!!


jap-style - act cute!! haha


one of james fav pose! - one finger pointing


again. . . but noe same side!! haa


lego looking handsome!!
haha actually he is zi - lianing den con come in extra haha


at deborah house!


con n desmond giving cute smile :D. he iz cute rite!!? haha


con alone with indian men behind haha!!

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lesson learned

*time management iz very impt.