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One thing I have desired of THE LORD, that I will seek after;

that I may dwell in the house of THE LORD all the days of my life,

to behold the beauty of THE LORD, and to enquire in his temple.

Psalms 27:4

1:42 AM
need to wake up in 3hours time
but here i am thinking about

nothing but . . .

















1:14 AM
gone were those days when i had the pillar to depend on
now
i have to be strong

dont try too hard
if it doesnt work den it doesnt

i really dont know how to describle how i feel
angry
yet sad
yet also want to talk to u

but what is the use
just looking at u makes me sad

seriously sometimes you
just cant see thru ppl

i am not who i am months ago
i guess i have changed







read lego just now

" somethings juz not rite whenever we meet up nowadays..
it wasn lik the same as last time..
when we used to chat and play free..
but not now i thk..
everyones growing up..
thinking matured by some..yea..
tt will be a good thing too..
juz hoping drifting apart wont be a problem... "

sorry lego
con didnt mean to make your day
sad for u

i just need time . . .

i promise okay the next tym when we go out i wun like that okay?








*sorry if
i have been cold towards u
i have not been able to click with u
i have been a disappointment
i have not been a good friend
i have been avoiding





to me : you are just different from the rest
to you : i am like the rest

sms me
wake me up from this nightmare-))*

9:36 PM
i found the my children's day present from mrs lai when i was p6 in 2000

i felt just like ytd when she tell me to take care

:]

1:47 AM
just came back from the social dinner
was kinda fun la

first tym leh con got invited to a social dinner

was fun la

there was liquor everywhere la

n i won 10 dollars just by eating some rubbish - prize given by cherie

it was fun

seeing chio bu-es

n guy that all look the same

well shifu was eating like two serves of food la!!

mummy n her date like nv tok lor zo to help them tok more i tot of topics for them but they still nv tok. haix. hahaha

anywae here r the pics


first and for most let me intro u to cherie*mummy date
his name is zhiwei. he can really hold his liquor man!!


and here is ma date!! shifu!! handsome rite!?
ahya i spoil the pic la!! haha!!


well here is mummy wif her food. look yummy rite?!
haha with her date at the backgrd.


zhiwei & mummy.


con*baba with her yummy delicious food


pretty mummy n con :]
con face dam white lor coz foundation put too white liao wahaah


this picture taken by zhiwei. haha!! he keep luffing lor!!


zhiwei n mummy!!


con* baba n shifu
i look as muscular as shifu la!! haha


sexy cherie leaning against the wall


james n cherie


group photo!! :P


con n cherie in da taxi. photo not bad sia!!


this pic shall end ma post

must say the dinner was great!! would like to thank shifu for inviting me!!

and also special thanks to

kazumii
amy toke
grace
alyson jiejie
dudu
mummy chong
daddy chong

thanks for helping me one way or another!!

:]

1:34 AM
tohim:
i just realize i cant have a heart to heart talk with you anymore.

















-))*

11:46 PM
is this place here meant for just

words

















or can it also be filled with other stuffs too.

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i dont see any hope in it anymore
it is too late

tomorrow is suppose to be a eggcitied day
but why am i feeling like-wise now

im embarrassed

12:14 AM
being a good testimony is very important

hope that i have not stumble anyone


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to begin with

con will concentrate on God's word
con will be a good testimony for The Lord
con will spread the gospel
con will stop liking anyone
con will stop indulging

u can go n laugh about this post
i hope this time i type it here i will really do it

11:55 PM
i want to go youth camp!!

i guess God just haf a reason why i am not going this year la.

i really miss amy mel yin liao!!!!!

i wanna go youth camp too!!!!!

haix

***

today went phototaking wif cherie*mummy and ronald

dam funny la

we luff like mad as usual

we look like three sotongs la carrying SLR camera

somemore ronald and me carry old school style one!! ahaha

today was cooL

now dam tired man!!

going to sleep.

tml going to pack ma room.

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*i dont know why i am still thinking of him -))*